I came across a fallen treeI felt the branches of it looking at meIs this the place we used to love?Is this the place that I’ve been dreaming of? [Lyrics]
Nothing haunts us like the things we don’t say. One of the key to happiness is a bad memory, I wish I had one.
The tree that would go to heaven must send its roots to hell! [Nietzsche]
Uncertainty is an uncomfortable situation. Fantasy is an easy way to give meaning to the world when everything is falling apart. But its not a long term solution. Losing control is ugly, it’s week, pathetic, and cumbersome. It took me forever to get comfortable with the fact that ‘control is an illusion’. Your choices will haunt you for the rest of your life, a mistake that you made several years ago: is never leaving the face of this earth. The universe would put that ugly truth in front of you – the moment you think you’re ready to move on.
I needed chaos in my soul, and here i am left with only ‘chaos‘ altogether. Whatever you do whatever you be, try not to bring pain into this world. Do not take people as they seem. Sometimes you ask for the flowers, but they are deadly, poisonous little creature that would starve you to death, a slow and painful departure. Sometime you have to let people think you don’t know! Play dumb, stop making noise! don’t show the deck of cards you hold, let the future decide who won!
God is watching, he is counting on you. Are you living up to your end of the bargain? you know what, It’s okay to feel lost, and miserable. It’s not okay to question His integrity!
Sometime carrying on, carrying on is just a superhuman achievement. Putting one foot in front of other, showing up even in the unknown. Daring to hope and believe in the good. And yet ……Surrender!
“Two step forward and one step backward is still one step forward”
