“He who fights with monster should take care of that he himself doesn’t become a monster.” Nietzsche
I think I stopped myself becoming the monster, but ‘DID I’ really?
There is a unique way of looking at your ‘achievements’. I could tell ya _If I had any! Haah! See, I can make a joke even when I am dying! that’s power!
Beware of overconcern for money or position, or glory, someday you will meet a man who cares for none of these and you will know how poor you are! Lost in Oblivion_ I am a forest and a night of dark trees but those who are not afraid of my darkness will find bank full of roses under my cypresses_ Now come, sit beside me and show me what you got_other than keys!
I say hello to the ravens and you know what _they say it back. A mirror reflects what you see, but I am a black mirror_I reflect the darkest realities that could shatter you to the death. You would understand this, If you only know the power of your dark side. This real world doesn’t exist in my kingdom, I am scared of it like a child. I actually believe that a monster is living beneath my bed, I am terrified of someone jumping out of the closet any time of the night. I don’t like to see myself in the mirror and I am scared of my own reflection. What are those curtains telling you, they are not just waving for air, you know, they’re sending you a message…have you ever listened ? No? Oh MY GOD!
I don’t know what self obsession is for girls, because the girl in me is obsessed but with ‘emptiness‘. I chose the wrong side of it all. I manifested in the wrong direction. I lost the battle and I lost the war too. Please don’t mock me for being disgusting, I resent it. Don’t mess with me, don’t come near me , don’t underestimate my powers. I can make your life miserable. Don’t look at me twice, you would be damned. I don’t want to lose this game, but i cant stand the pain. I wanna feel the sun, not always feel the rain. When other girls are thinking_How do you seek attention? How do you look pretty? Should I cut my bangs? I was looking for reason, how to survive? how do i get out of this endless misery, how should I not kill myself.
When you have insomnia you never really sleep and you’re never really awake. What happens If you wake up at a different time and a different place, could you wake up as a different person? I want to trade lives, anybody interested?
‘This could be the end of everything.
I am getting tired of these weights,
Its heavy, Its unnecessary, It ‘s pressing me down,
I am finding a way out, tonight.
If I don’t wake up tomorrow,
remember that, I tried.”
When people think you are dying, they ‘really really’ listen to you, instead of waiting for their turn to speak. Let’s see who cares!
Tick Tock! Tick Tock! Tick….Toc, Ti…..!!!
