Where can you run when the war is in your heart?
It takes you a single moment of realization to see how much pain you brought others, when life is crashing down before your eyes. The moment would say it all. You will know where you stand, and who the hell you are!
I cannot wish unhappiness to people who wronged me, I want them to see the daylight, go beyond their known boundaries and get successful. I want them to have everything they ever wished for, good or bad – specially the bad. I don’t want revenge but i know for sure they’re gonna get it anyway. And i don’t just want to see them crying for help, I wanna see them fighting for the last breath, like an unleashed dog.
It’s never gonna bring me ease. but i want them to learn the lesson, they owe this to the universe. I want God to give them everything, everything they ever asked for, provide them the best possible outcome, and make them the happiest they can ever be, take them to the top of the world and then suddenly, the moment they feel safe, secure, happy and accomplished I want God to take it all away, shatter them to the ground, crumbling, crying, asking for help and then I want GOD to never help them get back at their feet. Let them be there for a while, years maybe, let them taste their own medicine, don’t kill them yet and don’t let them live too. Just hang them right in the middle of abyss. I want God to punish his people who played dirty and never pled guilty. I want to make a lawsuit against the little weak human beings who never get tired of playing God in this world!
The most common form of despair is not being who you are! I direly know that I am not being me, this vicious self is not my real identity but right now that’s all i am counting on. Because you have taken every kind fiber in my being and now is the time i make it even. You see how much damage you cause the world? your action change the reality of others and you don’t even consider yourself accountable because your small mind cannot comprehend the damage done.
Hallelujah !!!
