Walls are coming down
My defence is on the ground
I am falling!
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What is the definition of love for you? How do you know that she is the one? let me pour my thoughts in.
The right person will make you feel. They make you powerless, weak, more attentive to the world, and relationships. They would devastate the idea of ‘normality’ for you. Nothing ever again feels the same when you have been in ‘Love’ once. You are not the same person anymore; No matter what your value set was, You; who tried their whole life to be in their own shell, being stronger than anybody else, not giving in to any feelings – you; the one who thinks I have it all figured out and i will live a life without falling for anyone – Specially you; Love will kill you, It would come, look for you, find your happy self, and ruin it.
Love would destroy you emotional balance, your strong judgement, your so called Aura. You would be seeing yourself falling into the trap but you cannot help it. You are drowning into this stupid massacred feelings. It’s never in your hand to fall out of love, you can try but it won’t work – no amount of workout can take your mind off of the person, no amount of book readings can keep you out of that loop, no amount of Netflix and throwing yourself into the wind can save you. When you have been in contact with the right person – you lose the battle, you become a pawn of the fate. And the feelings get scarier when two persons are equally in the frequency, two individuals falling for each other with the same intensity – it’s God damn rare but its true. You know what right person, wrong timing is actually a real thing. Two innocent souls cannot figure things out because their energies are so synced in, they are both at the same level of vulnerability, and emotional breakdown, they mess up; you understand the feeling, right?
This strange dark sense makes you feel things beyond your potential. It would bring out the rebel inside you, the rebel that you never thought you were. It would destroy your idea of being ‘you’ in your head. I dare you to stay attentive of the person that makes you feel, the person that you want to share your weakness with, you are not afraid to tell them how messed up you are, you do not play it safe when you are near them, you are not scared of sharing your in-depth emotions, you are not scared of their judgement. It doesn’t work with logic; You just do what you have never done before, you feel what you have never felt before. Stop running away – Give in – Surrender – It’s time to face the music.
I have a request for you, stop being so cruel with it, we are on a clock here, life is too short, you lose people in the blink of an eye. Do not shy away from your feelings, you have learned the lesson wrong, you are not getting the same person twice, life doesn’t always give you a second chance. So if you have any slightest possibility of getting back that one single person in the world who you cannot run away from – Go Get’ em! Ask them for forgiveness, figure things out, work on your relationship, act like an adult, lose your false Ego.
The idea of love is so un-empathetic, so unreal my friends, you don’t get to chose who you fall for and In order to really know a person you have to see the entire package; the good and the bad.
I have seen your package, and it’s excellent, Let’s get back together again and do it right this time?
