This is the EndÂ
Hold your breath and count to Ten.
Feel the earth moving then hear my heart burst again!
So overdue, I owe them
Swept away, I’m stolen. Let the sky fall!!!
I am sorry for the day you lost me.
I am sorry for everything that happened between and around us.
I am sorry for the moment my heart stopped beating for me.
I am sorry for everything that went against the plan.
I am sorry for the time I looked at myself in the mirror, and I whispered I’m sorry for a hundredth time.
It happened in episodes of time travel;
Slowly and instantly, at the same time
Painfully and gracefully at the same time
It’s disgusting and honorable at the same time.
I am sorry for saying I’m sorry to all the wrong people in my life.
Letting go.. its easier and difficult at the same goddamn time.
Only if there was a better way of rectifying your mistakes, only if there was a simpler way of not doing it all over again.
It never gets easier, you know, it never gets better.
I am surrounded by all those big fat lies.
Hey God, please take this away from me, and, please turn the lights off on your way out!