What is next to ecstasy?
Pain.
What is next to pain?
Nothingness.
What is next to nothingness?
Hell.
“And what is next to Hell?
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Last Saturday night!
How long ago is long ago? How much pain could bring ‘death’.
Look up the rules on which society runs and do the opposite. Mirror image is the key. You have to be able to realize that you don’t know what you are until you are extremely quiet, not just quiet, the silence that brings death – quiet, the moments of weakness that gives you hypersensitivity to the environment. When you feel everything all at once, and yet nothing at all. When it aches so bad you want to ‘scream’ but the larynx does not support your idea and you sit there choking on your tears, figuring out a way to exhale, reminding yourself to breathe.
In,..and…Out, In…and…out, In…and…euhh i.o.h.k.k.w...
Welcome to my world…..!!!!
You know when your brain is telling you to hurt yourself and your hands won’t just follow the command?
Have you felt the state of nothingness? You can say ‘yes‘ or you can say ‘no‘, I am glad for you either way!
Have you ever encountered waking up, after having never gone to sleep? That’s quite a fraud, right?!